*Clings to friends* If you can even remember who I am 🙄

Firstly I have blocked the words “phone” and “mobile” from comments as they seemed to make up a large proportion of todays spam. Don’t post using either of those words or they’ll fall into a big black hole! Secondly I’ve blocked trackbacks as the spammers were using those to get round comment approval. Thirdly I just deleted almost 2,000 comments, I think they were all spam but I apologise if I deleted any legit comments in those!

To be honest I really don’t know where to start and I don’t think I have the energy anyway! I started writing this almostÂ? two month ago, then got locked out by aforementioned spammers!

Â? I’m just so stressed, I really didn’t know it was possible to be so stressed!

My birthday affected me badly, I knew it would be bad but it was much worse than I thought it would be – owing, in part, to the fact Molly died on the evening of 21st June (my birthday is 22nd). She’d not been right for over a month and I was expecting it at some point, but I had no idea when and it was sudden – she was fine the night before.

Psychologically being eighteen and officially an adult, especiallyÂ? when I’m under so much stress with other things at the moment, was very damaging :lol:. Concious of how things are at the moment and losing all those years.

I have an appointment with genetics on Tuesday, which is my immediate stress point at the moment. Seeing as I’ve been typing this for months I won’t go into the rest at the moment or this will never get posted!

More to update soon, hopefully good news 🙂

Oh and I’ve moved this (and upgraded!) to try and escape the spammers, which you’ll have already found out if you’re reading this…ho hum.